hey everyone!  this weekend was great, friday i had my Christmas concert, it was absolutely, we sounded so beautiful. :) saturday we had a concert too, i cleaned the room and then went to my concert  then i went out and raged a little. It was fun !! we got krazy hehe... we managed to get kicked out of 149 !! and no sorry to dissappoint you all, i did not start it. In fact i wasnt even involved in it lol. They kicked us out because the guys i was with refused to take off their clothes. pretty stupid eh?? yeah i thought so to but i just kept my mouth shut. Its ok because we were probably the most fully clothed people there. Then i came back and quinnie was still up.  Well i woke up the next morning to go to work worked all day, it was crazy at work nonstop people and i was all by myself as usual. Then when i came back here i remembered something. I pondered over the thought of if i really did see quinnie doing crunches at 2:45 in the morning or if it was all a dream. and much to my shock my crazy roommate really was doing crunches at 2:45 in the morning and it was not  a dream or something i made up in my head. lol yeah its great..!!

the week before finals is here, its scary haha but hey at least in 11 days i get to see my gurls woo woo i miss my loves so much .... hopefully we all get to chill over christmas break. I cant wait to go home. well i'm out !

I went home for Thanksgiving weekend. I worked the majority of the week, and the rest i slept and rested up. my mom cooked lasagna and all of the deer hunters came. 6 of them this year, that should be interesting, i was expecting them to roll a keg in , seeing that my uncle cant go an hour without  beer in his hand, however i did not spot any kegs rolling into the Garrapy house lol so that is good. However they did bring a huge trailer behind the truck so who knows what is in there lol.

Finals are in 2 weeks, i'm scared, so guess what ia m doing for the next 14 days studying my ass off. woo yay lol  nothing new is really going on ..... i cant wait to go to vermont and see my nanny and papa i miss them a lot :(

......... miss my best friend..... ly gq :'( someday ........

"all of my life , where have you been, i wonder if i will ever see you again, and if that day comes i know we could win, i wonder if i will ever see you again....."

Damn , its been a long time since i have written in this thing, hah. Well where do i start? ok First exciting thing, for Halloween i went to PSU with quinnie, hess, and mary . We met up with marg and gorrell for one crazy crazy time. Yeah we pregamed, went out, went to some messed up Frat house. However,  me being completely sloshed, fell down when stepping off of a step in the Frat house.  oh yeah i've got game. becuase just the second my sweetass hit the nicely varnished wooden floor of the mansion, aka FRAT hosue, a pilot rushed to my rescue. Yeah he liked my sword lol , he helped me up and god did he smell great. Of course i told him that he smelled good too lol yeah crazy times. oh yes i soooo met Richard Simmons chest hair and all, and the hooters men damn nice boobs guys! lol

Then the next morning we woke up at 8:00 , and guess who was still drunk when she woke up to ride in the car??? ding ding ding me hah.... needless to say when we stopped for gas, my face was in the garbage can with Mare holding my hair back and telling me everything would be alright. lol that gurl rocks. Meanwhile while i am puking quinnie asks hess what is wrong with me. So hess being the well alcohol educated woman explains to quinnie that when you drink to much the night before, the next morning you wake up with a hangover which can sometimes consist of puking, massive headaches and lots of crappy feelings. yeah lol thank god for hess cause quinnie would probably still be thinking that i had a stomache bug, yeah lol good times ladies mwahhh .

What else has happened..... oh yes i have been doing better in my classes which is always great right? I went this past weekend to the the movie "Saw" with chad and adam, man that movie is messed up. It is one of those movies that you think you have figured out but in the end you had no clue at all . yeah it was special.  Not this much is going on this weekend just working at subway, school work and chillin. ehhh its a hard life lol. i'm out !!  mwahhh

well, its been quite a while since i have last written in my xanga. Quite a bit has happened, but to much to say in the five minutes that i have. But here is a little summary, i have been studying my ass off for my classes except bio becuase i hate it and it hate me ... hehe just kidding well sord of, i have been totally exhausted which makes me a little emotional, as some of you may know. . . and that is pretty much it. I have been going to the gym a lot lately which is nice cuase its an escape from the crazy things going on.

This past sunday, i received a call, i swear it was the voice of an angel, but perhaps my nap that i was taking before the call made me a little confused. however the conversation was great, it made my day, actually my whole month. i loved it, but it did surprise me , it kind of came out of nowhere...but it definately brougth a smile to my face. I hope it wasnt just a fluke, like a one time thing..... but who knows what will happen,.... one day at a time

this weekend i am going home for homecoming, and i cant wait to just go home, i cant wait to see my cat..... and just relax, then the following weekend i am hopefully going to psu for halloween then seeing my nanny and papa and my mom and sister for their birthdays.  but i dont really have that much to say and i really have to go study human sex before i get screwed real bad. i'm outty

A well-known speaker started off his seminar
by holding up a $20.00 bill. In the room of 200, he asked,
 "Who would like this $20 bill?"
Hands started going up
He said, "I am going to give this $20 to one of you
 but first, let me do this. 
He proceeded to crumple up the $20 dollar bill. 
He then asked, "Who still wants it?" 
Still the hands were up in the air. 
Well, he replied, "What if I do this?" 
And he dropped it on the ground 
and started to grind it into the floor with his shoe. 
He picked it up, now crumpled and dirty.  "Now, who still wants it?" 
Still the hands went into the air. 
My friends, we have all learned a very valuable lesson. 
No matter what I did to the money, you still wanted it 
because it did not decrease in value.
 
It was still worth $20. 
Many times in our lives, 
we are dropped, crumpled, and ground into the dirt 
by the decisions we make and 
the circumstances that come our way. 
We feel as though we are worthless. 
But no matter what has happened or 
what will happen, you will never lose your value. 
Dirty or clean, crumpled or finely creased,
you are still priceless to those who DO LOVE you.
The worth of our lives comes not in what we do or who we know, 
but by WHO WE ARE.
You are special- Don't EVER forget it."

* thank god for friends, people who love you , and family, becuase without them.... i dont know where i would be, or what kind of person i would be....

"it make take some time to patch me up inside"